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Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Again, i had some conflicts
with baby last night.
I don't know what goes wrong
in our relationship. I told him
i just need someone true,
a loving & caring boyfriend.
Is that too much to ask for?
I don't think so. And guess what
my precious boyfriend replied.
He say " Then what you want me
to say ? " Then what you want me
to do ? " How sad it is when
someone you love throw you back
this kind of answer. Its obviously
you didn't even use your butt to think
'bout the question i ask you. Its like
you're saying this is only how much you
can give me. Take it or leave it.
Did you ever think of my feelings?!
Perhaps i'm one demanding girlfriend,
but its all because i care about
how you think about "us".
This is so saddening, really.
You want me to be truthful to you,
not to lie & i did promise you.
So what did i get back in return?
Nothing! Telling me you would only
try, telling me what more do i expect.
Is all this fair to me!?
Perhaps i should also tell
you i will only try not
to lie to you. Sigh. Tell me, will you
feel good about it? Or perhaps you
don't even give a damn if i will
try or not to try.

I guess its true everything has faded.
The love is gone. I'm in the midst of
learning how to love you lesser.
One way traffic doesn't work out.
Its takes two hands to clap, but now
its seems that i'm on this one-man show.
TIRED. You don't understand how i feel,
'cos the fact is that you've changed.
You know you're not like this during
our oh-so-sweet honeymoon period.
I don't want to expect much either.
Everything i've gone through has indeed
made me stronger. I told myself i won't
shed a single tears for anyone's else
anymore. I'm totally worn-out.
Feeling sick & tired of those
heartbroken feelings.

Still, please teach me how
to love you better.

Happy 4th month anniversary, baby.
永遠の愛
♥♥♥